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Jul 22 2014 1:58 am

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mm i love my ugly boy so rough and tough don’t care bout anything but me

Jul 21 2014 11:52 pm

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Jul 21 2014 11:52 pm

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Jul 21 2014 11:51 pm

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Jul 21 2014 11:47 pm

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Jul 21 2014 11:44 pm

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Jul 21 2014 11:42 pm

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ohlandt:

facebook post from ninja:

PROUDLY SOUTH AFRICAN
a short lil story thing
by your friendly neighbourhood NINJI

(gonna try my best 2 spell nicely here just 4fun  

sorry if i make any typos assholes 
gonna try my best

it’s 3 in the morning
cant sleep
jetlag
staying in a nice hotel in hollywood 
LA
staying here for free
everythings 4 free when u famous
and im famous now so im just going with it

i got flown to LA (biz class;) by mrc (the company that funded D9 and CHAPPIE plus a whole bunch of other dope shit) 

the big boss of mrc told me he would ‘pay me dearly’ to paint a giant mural inside their new offices they just moved in2 in beverly hills

i said i’d do it for free

some people do things in life for money

i do it for other reasons

and i suppose thats why i get everything for free

so anyway, ive been lying awake in this incredibly fucking comfortable bed…fuck…
…thinking about south africa for some reason…

and also thinking about all the sold out shows we’ve performed at during the last 3 years in:
-the usa (from nyc to la and just about every major state inbetween)
plus
-south america
-spain
-italy
-belgium
-switzerland
-luxembourg
-poland
-czech republic
-belgium
-france
-russia
-serbia
-hungary
-england
-scotland
-ireland
-germany
-austria
-denmark
-finland
-the netherlands
-sweden
-australia
-new zealand
-japan
etc etc

and i’ve notice that the people from all these countries have this like…exaggerated reverence for our music…

this exaggerated hyper emotion is really electrifying and i feel kinda lucky to be able to experience it with other people..

because i dont often get to experience these hyper emotions with other people in south africa…

the only time i experience really and truly exaggerated feelings like this in south africa is when im making songs and music videos with HI-TEK and ¥O-LANDI

we experience these hyper feelings all on our own before anyone has heard / watched the songs / videos have made

this experience of making songs and videos and stuff and listening / watching them in private is pretty much my ultimate kick in life…
…everything else is just a juicy bonus;)

its weird coz ppl often ask me:
'jeez isnt it a total mind-fuck that people all round the world go fucking crazy to your music? doesn't it feel strange???'

and i always say:
'hmm…. no not really. it just feels normal'

because these crazy mind-fuck style feelings are exactly what we feel when we make music and music videos (all on our own in private)

whats strange to me is when people dont react to our music the same way we do when we make it…

i kind of feel sorry these people…

it must be so hectic to live your entire waking life, never ever feeling really and truly awake, or fully alive…unable to experience The Answer for real

you see..

i was born into a little white south african culture…

…an almost irrelevant and kinda retarded white culture, that i’ve never ever really related to, or felt apart of, or was proud of in any way…

there are some cool white south africans here and there… some INSANELY cool ones… but they are few and far between… a really and truly rare breed (like us;)

i dig blacks and coloureds and ghetto whites…and i’ve always gravitated towards them for some kind of mystical reason that im only coming to understand fully now

these are the south africans i am proud to be affiliated with (not all of them… some of them are fucked) but i just click with these particular cultures in general 

i think its cos white south african culture (in general) does not really have the capacity to experience this exaggerated emotion i’ve been talking about here

in general the emotion that south african white people experience is kind of dull almost like a non-erect penis that only gets semi erect for things like rugby…or maybe when something from ‘the overseas’ is presented to them… but never fully erect 

and when something terrifying original hits them in the face…
they go soft again…
like oh fuck..
sorry 

its kind of amazing

if you are south african and you are reading this, and you are going:

"hmm thats true…"

then its nice to know that you are on the same level as me

but if you are reading this and you are feeling slightly offended… or jealous or whatever…

i would say that this a very healthy and ‘real’ transient feeling you are experiencing…

you dont have to feel this way if you dont want to

if you keep experiencing this same dull feeling in your balls everytime you think of Die Antwoord… try remember that:

the only real things in life are the unexpected things…

everything else is just an illusion

so…

maybe you know what i’m saying

maybe you dont feel like hearing it

bottom line is

fuck it…

who cares anyway 

God Bless You All

i hope you all have a cool day

xx

love 
NINJI

ps: meeting with charlize theron on monday… so excited!!! fok!

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Jul 21 2014 6:57 pm

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Jul 21 2014 5:12 pm

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Jul 21 2014 4:28 pm

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Jul 21 2014 4:24 pm

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Jul 21 2014 1:54 pm

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i don’t care. ultimately, you were just the biggest waste of my time.


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