it’d give me a clean new start and it’d be less of a hassle. 

besides, who am i trying to impress?

i can’t wait to be stick thin… i’ll lose more weight than i’ve ever lost.

i have this guy friend who always hits on me whilist drunk and he says “im nott jst sauing this because inm dru kk” and then the next morning he says “my bad….. i was really drunk.

someone said to me today, “you’re throwing your life away”

and i thought it was ironic because they’re the ones throwing my life away. it’s their rules and regulations that are ruining me. not allowing me to get in touch with things that matter. it’s so backwards. we’re taught at such a young age to base our actions not on instinct or creativity, but on hate and fear. and i, we, are the ones who are suffering from it.

tests are done all the time to figure out why this generation has such high demand for anti-depressants or other behavioral drugs. i can tell you right now. it’s because people are so pressured to act as the rest of society. how twisted is that? we’re just running around in circles, destroying our planet, all that keeps us going. we’re wasting our time fighting and worshiping spiritual deities, and not enough time worshiping our own achievements. and this is how i’m supposed to behave? it’s impossible for me to be happy with all the hate and fear this world instills into me. and it’s impossible for medication to make it any better. even marijuana is just a temporary fix to a permanent issue.

and now i ask you as a reader.. listen to me. keep an open mind about what i’ve said. as soon as you let go of your programmed dysfunctional thinking, you’ll be able to start a new life of truth, peace, and love.